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Final Fantasy VIII
 

A Tragic Tale

[Summary] Squall discovers his best friend lying in a pool of his own blood... what will he do?
[Pairing] Squall x Zell
[Warning] PG-13 Deathfic
[Added] 28 February 2003

A Tragic Tale

       

Broken Column

[Summary] Seifer stands guard while Squall lets himself go.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] G AU Songfic
[Added] 22 May 2004

Broken Column

       

Caged Wolf

[Summary] Squall feels like a caged wolf.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

Caged Wolf

       

Cameras Everywhere

[Summary] Squall and Seifer have to play certain roles while they're away on business.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] R Lime Angst, abuse
[Added] 19 May 2003

Cameras Everywhere

       

Chocolate Kiss

[Summary] Squall and Seifer's first kiss, during Time Compression. The way things should have been.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] M15+ Citrus AU
[Added] 2 December 2002

Chocolate Kiss

       

Community Service Well Spent

[Summary] Squall's in a mental hospital. No one really knows why. Seifer's a new volunteer, trying to earn his community hours. Like all new volunteers, he's assigned to befriend Squall. Will he succeed? Or will hopes raise only to crash?
[Pairing] Raine X Squall, Seifer X Squall
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU Deathfic | Chan slash, non-consensual, alcohol use, angst, incest, language, violence, suicidal themes
[Added] 22 May 2004 | Updated: 29 November 2004

Chapter 1 - New Volunteer

Chapter 2 - Greetings

Chapter 3 - A Little Too Personal

Chapter 4 - Court Yard

Chapter 5 - Criminal

Chapter 6 - Questions

Chapter 7 - Good Natured Teasing

Chapter 8 - A long awaited Visit

Chapter 9 - Group Therapy

Chapter 10 - Please

Chapter 11 - Getting Closer

Chapter 12 - I Don't Want to Live Anymore

Chapter 13 - WTF?

Chapter 14 - Community

Chapter 15 - The Call

Chapter 16 - Meet the Parents

       

Don't You Understand?

[Summary] ? is misunderstood. None of his friends want to know what he's become. But what about Seifer? Does he want to understand the misunderstood?
[Pairing] Squall X Seifer
[Warning] PG-13 Angst
[Added] 28 February 2003

Don't You Understand?

       

Death's Thoughts

[Summary] Seifer strikes the finishing blow, but Squall's title will live on.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] MA15+ Deathfic | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

Death's Thoughts

       

Degrading the Lion
by Redrum

[Summary] Squall has a new boyfriend, but Seifer isn't to happy about him. Could something be going on behind doors that no one but Squall and his boyfriend know about?
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU Deathfic | Angst, disturbing content, non-consensual, OC, violence
[Added] 22 May 2004

Chapter 1 - Dylan

Chapter 2 - In My Rival's Arms

Chapter 3 - Behind Closed Doors

Chapter 4 - Jaws of Death

Chapter 5 - Safe Haven

Chapter 6 - Confused Blonde

Chapter 7 - Treating the Wounds

Chapter 8 - Double Meanings

Chapter 9 - Silver and Black Wolf

Chapter 10 - The Club

Chapter 11 - Guess Who's Back...

Chapter 12 - The Final Act to Cross Remaining Barriers

       

Embrace The Flames

[Summary] Squall's POV on the subject of death.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] MA15+ Poetry POV | Underlying suicide mention
[Added] 10 August 2002

Embrace The Flames

       

Envy

[Summary] Seifer watching Squall in the trainning centre one day.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] MA15+ Mild angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

Envy

       

Falling In Despair

[Summary] Squall talking about Seifer. Seifer brings light into his darkness, and Squall couldn't live without him.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] MA15+ Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

Falling In Despair

       

Fire and Ice

[Summary] Elements unite between Seifer and Squall.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] G Poetry
[Added] 22 May 2004

Fire and Ice

       

Gratitude Finally Shown

[Summary] Squall is sick, and Seifer's taking care of him.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG Pre-Slash WAFF
[Added] 22 May 2004

Gratitude Finally Shown

       

Guardian Angel

[Summary] Squall has a guardian angel, but what happens if he falls in love with him?
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] R AU Deathfic-ish | Non-consensual, suicidal themes
[Added] 19 May 2003

Guardian Angel

       

Habituated

[Summary] It's Squall's birthday, and also his friend's 'death day'.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG Citrus Deathfic
[Added] 22 May 2004

Habituated

       

Hand Me My Mask

[Summary] Seifer talks about Squall, and he wishes that he could be the one to chase away Squall's demons.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

Hand Me My Mask

       

Heart On My Sleeve

[Summary] Squall wears his heart on his sleeve, though it's incased in ice. Is Seifer the only one who can melt it without burning?
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall, Squall X Rinoa, Squall X Zell, Squall X Irvine
[Warning] PG-13 Angst
[Added] 18 March 2003

Heart On My Sleeve

       

Heartbreak and Second Love

[Summary] An accident causes Zell (Squall's long term boyfriend) to ditch Squall. Seifer comforts his best friend after his boyfriend leaves him in his helpless state.
[Pairing] Zell X Squall, Seifer X Squall
[Warning] M15 Angst
[Added] 22 May 2004
[Status] Work in Progress | Updated: 22 May 2004

Prologue

Chapter 1 - Reservations and Realizations

Chapter 2 - The Beach

Chapter 3 - Ultimecia

Chapter 4 - Shower Scene

Chapter 5 - Training

Chapter 6 - Moving In

       

Help Me

[Summary] Squall's thoughts when he is in Time Compression.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] MA15+ Poetry POV | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

Help Me

       

I Hope You Do Too

[Summary] Squall tells about how he felt before and after he met Seifer.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] MA15+ Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

I Hope You Do Too

       

I Will Make Everything Possible

[Summary] Squall wants to protect and hold Zell. He sees a saddness reflected in Zell that he wants to care for.
[Pairing] Squall X Zell
[Warning] MA15+ Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

I Will Make Everything Possible

       

Ice

[Summary] Squall's POV about how he sees himself.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] MA15+ Poetry POV | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

Ice

       

The "If Walls Could Talk" Story-Arc

If Walls Could Talk [Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Summary] Squall attempts suicide. Everyone wants to know why... Will Seifer be the one to find out?
[Warning] R Non-consensual BDSM
[Added] 28 February 2003

Chapter 1 - Talking to a Brick Wall

Chapter 2 - Never-Never Land

Chapter 3 - Who Else Is This Handsome?
Chapter 4 - Squally-Poo

Chapter 5 - Made Contact

Chapter 6 - I failed Again

Chapter 7 - You Think you can Fly now?

Chapter 8 - Gold Ring

Chapter 9 - Run Away Lion

Chapter 10 - Reliving it Day In and Day Out

Chapter 11 - The End, and the Beginning of Something More

The Memories will Always be There [Pairing] Squall X Seifer
[Summary] Seifer helps Squall overcome his last remaining fear.
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU | Angst, mention of non-con and chan slash
[Added] 22 May 2004

       

It's too Hot to Have Sex

[Summary] Seifer tries to persue Squall into having sex on a really hot summer day.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] R Humour PWP
[Added] 22 May 2004

It's too Hot to Have Sex

       

Jade Green Depths

[Summary] One of Seifer's victims tells his tale.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] MA15+ Poetry POV | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

Jade Green Depths

       

A Knight's Eternal Slumber

[Summary] Squall grieves over the loss of an ex-rival. An old memory surfaces that was long forgotten.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] M15 Deathfic | Angst
[Added] 2 December 2002

A Knight's Eternal Slumber

       

Let Me In

[Summary] Seifer wishes Squall would let him into his soul.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] G Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

Let Me In

       

The Lion's Tears Series

The Lion's Tears [Pairing] Squall X Zell
[Summary] Squall is depressed and he resorts to cutting his self. Zell tries to help him through it. Some OOC of Squall a little.
[Warning] M15 Citrus Mild-AU | Angst, self-mutilation implied
[Added] 22 April 2002 | Revised: 10 August 2002

Chapter 1 - The Lion's Shed Tears

Chapter 2 - Shelter From The Nightmares

Chapter 3 - Controlling Ones Own Life

Chapter 4 - The Lion's True Self?

Chapter 5 - Onslaught Of Emotions

The Lion's Success [Pairing] Squall x Zell
[Summary] Squall finally gets what he wants, and Zell... has to learn how to move on.
[Warning] PG-13 Angst
[Added] 28 February 2003

       

Little Old Me

[Summary] A look into Squall's thoughts on himself, and those around him.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

Little Old Me

       

Lone Ice Sculpture

[Summary] Squall's heart may be made of ice, but his flesh cannot take the abuse of the icy winds.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] G Description piece, angst
[Added] 22 May 2004

Lone Ice Sculpture

       

Love Lasts for Eternity

[Summary] Squall finally accepts Seifer's gift.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU
[Added] 22 May 2004

Love Lasts for Eternity

       

Love Warms the Ice

[Summary] Squall and Seifer enjoy a moment among the cold tundra.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG Poetry
[Added] 22 May 2004

Love Warms the Ice

       

The Me That Is Invisible

[Summary] Squall's POV of the way he acts, and how he hides from others.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] G Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

The Me That Is Invisible

       

Not What He Expected

[Summary] Squall's first time is definitely not how he expected it to go.
[Pairing] Zell X Squall, Seifer X Squall
[Warning] MA15 AU Pre-Slash POV | Hints of non-consensual
[Added] 22 May 2004

Not What He Expected

       

Out of Reach

[Summary] Yaoi, but surprise couple at the end. See if you can guess who it is before you get to the end! ^_^
[Pairing] Squall X Seifer
[Warning] PG-13 Mild angst
[Added] 28 February 2003

Out of Reach

       

Proving Our Love

[Summary] Squall tells of his sex life with Seifer...
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon PWP
[Added] 2 December 2002

Proving Our Love

       

A Sign Of Weakness

[Summary] Squall questions himself about showing weakness'.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

A Sign Of Weakness

       

Signs Of Anger

[Summary] Seifer tells how he sees himself, and his anger.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

Signs Of Anger

       

Smooth as a Cat

[Summary] Two men are at a club. Rated R for bumping, grinding, and kissing. ^_^ My first club scene! :)
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] MA15+ Lime
[Added] 28 February 2003

Smooth as a Cat

       

Soul of a Sinner

[Summary] Seifer arrives at his latest orphanage (having been kicked out of the last one for 'drawing undo attention to himself') shortly after Squall; a young man cursed to eternal loneliness. Squall would be perfectly content to remain alone in his curse, but Seifer has other ideas.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU | Supernatural themes
[Added] 29 November 2004

Chapter 1 - Oh, How the Mighty Have Fallen

Chapter 2 - You are going to like me! You are going to like me!

Chapter 3 - Did it work?

Chapter 4 - It's a start

Chapter 5 - Something's lurking in the shadows

Chapter 6 - Judgement Day

Chapter 7 - I'm so confused

Chapter 8 - Happily ever after and a bit of kinky sex

       

A Soul's Growth

[Summary] Squall is growing and learning. Learning how to love.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

A Soul's Growth

       

Soulmates

[Summary] Squall and Seifer find comfort in each other's arms from society, and other things.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

Soulmates

       

Vampiric Attraction

[Summary] Squall and Seifer show up in the same costume.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] M Citrus
[Added] 22 May 2004

Vampiric Attraction

       

When It Comes To Dealing With People...

[Summary] Squall gives some advice on how you should act towards people.
[Pairing] None
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV | Angst
[Added] 10 August 2002

When It Comes To Dealing With People...

       

Will You Accept Me For Who I Am?

[Summary] Squall wonders if Seifer will be able to accept him when he shows his true self.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] MA15+ Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

Will You Accept Me For Who I Am?

       

Winter's Warmth

[Summary] Two figures can be seen off in the distance locked in a passionate kiss...
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG-13
[Added] 18 March 2003

Winter's Warmth

       

Without You, I Am Nothing

[Summary] Squall talks about how Seifer makes him feel. And without him he is only a half of a whole.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry POV
[Added] 10 August 2002

Without You, I Am Nothing

       

Words that Kill

[Summary] Squall's afraid of those three little words. But Seifer can't hold it back any longer.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon POV WAFF | Angst
[Added] 22 May 2004

Words that Kill

       

Yin And Yang

[Summary] The true meaning of Squall and Seifer's rivalry.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] PG-13 Poetry
[Added] 10 August 2002

Yin And Yang

       

You Can Get Amazing Results From Annoying Someone

[Summary] Squall gets a new piercing and picks up an annoying habit.
[Pairing] Seifer X Squall
[Warning] M Lime Humour PWP
[Added] 22 May 2004

You Can Get Amazing Results From Annoying Someone

 
Harry Potter
 

Animula
Co-Authored by In-The-Shadows

[Summary] This time there is no wizarding world to save Harry from the Dursleys at age eleven. Instead, he's had to endure brutal beatings; both at home and at school. It seems the whole world has turned it's back on Harry. But, finally, after seventeen years of abuse, one dark haired english teacher, Severus Snape, decides to help him.

But what happens when their relationship goes a little too far? Will their new found relationship ruin the court case they try to push against Harry's terrible family? Will it get Harry right back where he started; no love and no hope? Read and find out!
[Pairing] Snape/Harry
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon AU | Angst
[Added] 22 May 2004

Part 1 - At First Sight

Part 2 - I Need a Hug

Part 3 - The Voices In My Head Are Creating a Mutiny

Part 4 - Comfort After Hours

Part 5 - Dark Angel

Part 6 - The Healing Process

Part 7 - My Own Worst Enemy

       

Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder

[Summary] A brief glimpse from a stranger's point of view on Severus' and Harry's first time in a Muggle restaurant.
[Pairing] Snape/Harry
[Warning] PG PWP
[Added] 29 April 2005

Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder

       

Forever is a Long Time

[Summary] Draco and Harry defeat Voldemort... but will the memories of the killing and bloodshed ever go away?
[Pairing] Draco/Harry
[Warning] M15
[Added] 22 May 2004

Forever is a Long Time

       

Hero and the Troublemaker

[Summary] Harry is following Draco down the corrider in his Invisibility Cloak, but why would he feel the need to do so?
[Pairing] Draco/Harry
[Warning] PG-13 Pre-Slash
[Added] 28 February 2003

Hero and the Troublemaker

       

I Understand

[Summary] Draco comes across Harry in his moment of weakness...
[Pairing] Draco/Harry
[Warning] PG-13 POV | Angst
[Added] 28 February 2003

I Understand

       

Never The Same Spot Twice

[Summary] Draco and Harry share a night filled with lightning and thunder. Will Draco go against what others say to do?
[Pairing] Draco/Harry
[Warning] R Lime PWP
[Added] 22 May 2004

Never The Same Spot Twice

       

New Shade of Green

[Summary] Draco's the only one that notices the change in Harry.
[Pairing] Draco/Harry
[Warning] PG
[Added] 22 May 2004

New Shade of Green

       

The "No One Can Change" Story-Arc

No One Can Change [Pairing] Snape/Harry
[Summary] Harry's tolerance for Severus' ways finally comes to an end.
[Warning] R Established relationship, angst, drama
[Added] 29 April 2005

Opening Up. Just a Little Bit Though [Pairing] Snape/Harry
[Summary] Severus finally gives in to what Harry needs.
[Warning] PG Established relationship
[Added] 29 April 2005

       

Protection Against the Nightmares

[Summary] When will the nightmares end? Will Draco be able to stop them? Will Harry have enough strength to fight Lord Voldemort in the end?
[Pairing] Draco/Harry
[Warning] PG-13 Angst, implied non-consensual
[Added] 18 March 2003

Protection Against the Nightmares

       

Rendevous After Midnight

[Summary] Some things are worth looking forward to.
[Pairing] Snape/Harry
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon PWP
[Added] 29 April 2005

Rendevous After Midnight

       

While He's Asleep

[Summary] Even after all these years, some things are still left unsaid.
[Pairing] Snape/Harry
[Warning] NC-17 Lemon Established relationship
[Added] 29 April 2005

While He's Asleep